Monday 3 June 2019

今天来写一些废的东西。。。

今天不懂做么突然想写东西
就是想写
我越来越觉得自己很有问题了
有些事不必介意
但是心就是静不下来
明明有些事是,不是由我来掌控的东西
就是自己要拿来烦
有时东西是需要时间
就是自己的冲动
害人害己

当我真的没心情
我不会让别人看到
我也不想给人看到这一幕
一个男生怎么那么弱
我宁愿一个人静静
现在的状况就是想吹海风
所以到现在我的前几人都不懂我在想什么,我要什么
对不起我的自私
我宁愿自己烦 (其实小事而已啦,只是自己想太多)
也不愿意你为我操心
Yup even 1 of my friend you catch what i'm thinking and i didn't really talk much about it
Maybe he playing guessing game or maybe he knew about it
Just the things that i don't really step out the step
I still remain in the comfort zone and never progress and adventure the world
I felt i'm and old school guy and living in a modern era
Just like a FUCKING OLD MAN
Too much of doubt and curiosity 
ITS KILL A PERSON

For this few days i keep listening songs to calm me down
Use my heart to understand the lyrics 
Some of the songs are really nice with full of meaning
I'm thinking how good if i can use a song to let them know what i'm facing 
I don't talk much on my personal things 
And in my mind would be why should i share my suffer to you
Cause you don't deserve the suffer that i'm having
Just need you to be happy and joyful all the time  

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