WhAt HaPPen3D t0 m3?

What happened to me
Why im always felt down in these few days

I should be happy
Cause i have fun with my bday
And what the hell i felt so damn moody

Im always HAPPY FRUIT of my friends
But im not making jokes and talk nutz anymore
What happened to me?

What going on to me?
Somebody explain it to me!

aHhHzZz LazY tO PosT anYMorE

Haha
Quite lazy to post anymore
No body view my blog also =(
Aihzzz

But whatever la
Sometimes its also might help me to expose my mood also xD

I Hat3 mY Curr3nt Lif3~

At last
I cant take it anymore
I felt tired to keep everything inside
Im just 19years old boy
What the h*** i think so much

After i came out to society i just start to know what called life
-Career
-Trustful from or by others
-Hardworking
-Think before we do
-Responsible
-Etc etc

After i started to drive an old car from my dad
Its not easy to maintain a car at all
You need to pay this to fix this and that
Everything is money
Kinda like having a baby
-Need to feed them
-Need to buy this and that for them

After i started to work
I still no idea which way should i go
Which industry school i stay n learn up their tricks
Im still stuck at here
Why i cant be mature
Why i cant think for my future

Money is everything for humanbeing
And this few months i cant even save a single cents at all
Once i get my pay
I need to pay this and that
I left nothing at all

Love?
I felt that im not qualified on LOVE
No stable career
No stable income
No money
No future
So NO LOVE for me
Im being a guy why i failed so many things?
Im being a guy why i afraid so many things?
Im being a guy why i cant tell her that i love or not love her?
Im being a guy why should i wait for somebody to tell me she love me?
Im kinda not guts at all

I NEED A LEADER AND LUCKY STAR IN MY LIFE
When will you appear in my life?
Im waiting for u all the while

3 BearS SonG (LyRicS)

kom se ma-ri-ga

han chi-be-i-so

appa gom

omma gom

ae-gi gom

appa gommun dung-dung-hae

omma gommun nal-shi-nae

ae-gi gommun no mu-gwi-yo-wo

eeshuk eeshuk cha-han-da

곰세마리가 한집에있어

아빠곰 엄마곰 애기곰

아빠곰은 뚱뚱해

엄마곰은 날씬해

애기곰은 너무귀여워

히쭉히쭉 잘한다

곰세마리가 한집에있어

아빠곰 엄마곰 애기곰

아빠곰은 뚱뚱해

엄마곰은 날씬해

애기곰은 너무귀여워

히쭉히쭉 잘한다 -

There are three bears in a house,

Father bear,

Mommy bear,

baby bear!

Daddy bear is fatty,

Mommy bear is slim,

Baby bear is too cute!

Shrug! Shrug!* You are doing well!

Lif3~

What is called LIFE?
Cause im just 19 years old boy that dont know anything
I need to explore more things and learn more things in my life

LIFE?
-FUN
or
-SUCKS

I just knew what called LIFE
I know only two things
(LOVE and CAREER)

LOVE
Kinda like
While you just starting to chew the chewing gums
The flavor was so NICE and TASTY
But the more longer you chew you'll felt the TIREDNESS and TASTELESS
Am i right?
That's called LOVE

CAREER
Kinda like
Chinese Herbs Medicine
Starting you will the bitter but in the end you feel abit sweet and you feel better for your body
Its like when you young you need to keep HARDWORKING
When you are old you can feel the RELAXING
Agree?
This called CAREER

Maybe i need some advised from you guys that read my BLOG
Thanks ya =)

mY !nFo!~

Ello
Hahaha xD
I wrote 9 posts
But still havent introduce myself -.-

My name
-LIM KAR KIAT (malay)
-JAVYN LIM (english or nickname)
-林家杰 (chinese)
D.O.B
-08/10/1993
Horoscope
-LIBRA
From
-Malaysia K.L Setapak
Races
-MIX (CHINESE and SIAMESE but still CHINESE)
Status
-SINGLE
My mobile number
-014xxxxxxx (ask for it if you want xD)
Height
-17x BELOW 175
Weight
-currently around  60KG (in the future mostly will add on weight xD)
Facebook
-https://www.facebook.com/AhKiat93 (kklim931008@hotmail.com or Javyn Lim)
Skype
-kklim931008@gmail.com
LINE, WHATSAPP, TALKBOX
-ASK FOR IT IF YOU WANT xD
Want to know more about me
-Add my facebook or left comment in here or comment in the ChatBox =)
Looks

-ORI

-STYLISH (FAKE Looks xD)