Saturday 27 January 2018

周杰伦's Songs Title that i had made to a BLOG...Abit Funny and Stupid la

最近的你好吗
现在的我们好安静
怎么了你不再爱我了吗?
明明就很相爱,怎么会这样呢?因为都是我的不好
我还记得当我们两互相LIKE状态时,我真的不知不觉爱上你这个可爱女人当时的我觉得你是我的Mine Mine
我还记得我画他的睫毛,超好笑
我还记得你很喜欢吃甜甜的甜品,但是我很少带你去
你还记得我们到SEKINCHAN的稻田吗?你还可以回味稻香的味道吗?
我以为有天你会做我的娘子,但是我做了太多错事
当你在我身边是我的天空是晴天星晴
有时候你离开我千里之外或者好久不见,我真的很想你,很担心你,因为你是我的宝贝,只是我没说出口,对不起
有时候你问我爱不爱你,想不想你,我真的很爱真的很想只是爱脸怕害羞,所以开不了口,但是我觉得都是很笨的想法
我希望有个反方向的钟回去到过去简单爱的爱你还是有个时光机再回去爱你一遍
我知道你有时候不明白我,因为我有太多的不能说的秘密,情侣之间不该有秘密,因为我太自私
有时候想分手都是借口,请别说走就走,留一点点的爱,让我们重爱
我希望我写的我讲的,你听得到
在这段感情,我觉得太委屈你了,我真的觉得很对不起你
不是我不配,只是我没好好的珍惜你,后悔了,错过了
现在的你比从前快乐,但是我不觉得
错过了那么多次,在我们在成长中学会了很多东西
你不是有公主病的人,只是希望有个能给你依靠人
我希望你能听爸爸的话听妈妈的话,因为你是爸妈的全部,他们怎么骂你,他们还是爱你的,因为你是他们的宝
没有了你,我觉的我的世界末日了,神经也分裂
你离开了我,我落泪。情绪零碎一切都太晚了
当我听见下雨的声音,我往往会想到你哭
现在我的脑海里哪里都是你,我真的快疯了
就算我们断了的弦,但是用心用时间能在回一起
说了再见,难道不能真的在一起吗?
这段感情结束了,我该退后还是前进去把你带回我身边?
我们说好的幸福呢,去了哪里? 我觉得都是我导致的错过了这样的你
请你给我一首歌的时间去补救和挽回我们的这段感情好吗?
我希望我能再回一起然后写出我们的爱的飞行日记到白头到老
希望你你未来可以像彩虹的那么漂亮
这些都是我想你就写信,但是不知你会看吗?
那么卑鄙的我,那么笨的我,那么不懂珍惜你的我,算什么男人
我是个爱情废柴的人
钱难赚为了未来我会努力
Now You See Me my real side of me but It might be too late to say that I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU….Am i?
I HOPE WE WILL GET BACK SOON =)
希望你会喜欢和感动
这些都是我第一次为你写
ALL WRITTEN BY ME (JAVYN LIM KAR KIAT) www.facebook.com/ahkiat93

天秤座的我......很矛盾

已经分了一个星期
我的心说放得下但是又觉得放不下,真的很矛盾
我想了又想,其实我想挽回这段感情,只是她不给个机会
也许也是我做了很多她不开心事,所以她不想要了这段感情
但是我的心就是不甘心,总觉得她会回来的一天,其实我是不是自欺欺人?
我真的做了很多的错误,我真的不想失去,很想补救
但是她说等失去了才要珍惜懂得后悔是迟了
但是有心哪怕迟?

我很想天天信息他烦她
但我怕她觉得很反感
我尝试找了很多的文章,怎么挽回白羊女,怎么让她回到我身边,还有我傻到找中国挽回网,教你怎么挽回还跟他们聊怎么挽回,但是要付费
但是很多的文章都是不好的
10个有8个都是没希望
但是当我看到有两个是有希望,但是我又很怕联络她,怕他觉得我很烦,打扰到她的生活
我的心太多疑问,我该做还是不该?
不做就没希望,做了怕他觉得我很烦,让她觉得跟加的反感
有时候趁早有的补救挽回就去做,但是我怕被拒绝
我总觉得你还是爱着这段感情
你对我很狠心
因为你怕在伤害多一次?
所以你才对我那么的狠
我知道你是嘴硬心软
回来好吗?

女生说是 》 就是不是吗?
女生说不爱 》就是爱吗?

我真的很希望你能我们可以在一起多一次
可能吗?
我该等?
还是行动?
谁可以告诉我?

Tuesday 23 January 2018

Im trying and trying....

I had done a stupid things
I searched online how to get back an aries girl
Most of the comments they said impossible and bla bla bla
But somehow i saw 1 out 10 posts its positive its possible to get back
So i didnt gave up im keep looking and searching how to get back her 

Anyhow i try to care of her be there for her
I'll try anything to gain her back i dont want to let any guys take her away from me
This is my choice i had think and think 

GOD PLEASE 
EVERYTIME THAT I PRAYED 
I JUST WISH 3 THINGS FOR OTHERS
1. I WANT EVERYONE TO BE FINE AND EVERYTHING SMOOTH IN THEIR LIFE
2. I WANT THEM TO BE HEALTHY
3. I WANT THEM HAVE A GOOD HEALTH
But this time 1 just need a wish for me
I WANT GAN PEI WEN to get back to me
I really dont want to lose her
After the arguement to be honest and i swear to GOD i have learn alot and i had done alot of mistake
I hope GOD you really be there for me to get her back
PLEASE......

And i noticed that i almost 48Hours didnt had a proper meal

Sunday 21 January 2018

Its tired to be an overthinker and caring person

Even i havent write anything on this post my tear had been fall......
What a weak person

Do we really need to put every effort to love somebody?
Do we really need to care a person not to negative thinking?
Do we really need to care how he/she feeling?

YES!!!

When we care we put all of our effort to do...
Maybe you cant accept my way
But im really doing it for your own good

Im really good in nothing
I just know to keep my feeling in heart and hiding a place and cry
I dont even dare to cry or express my real and truth feeling

Over thinking or keep to much in the heart
Will it end by commit suicide?

Yes i know you are tired
Everybody is tired
But sometimes do we really need to show it out or tell it out
Maybe yes but depends on what situation

Even you ask to break up
I tried not to but anyhow i cant force you
Even i get your person i dont get your heart
Its pointless

If you are coming back
Yup im always be there
If i still were there........

20/1/2010 Today...

一月20日2018年
今天的我终于单身了
累了
哭了
只有自己懂
难道我累了哭了要告诉全部人吗?
哪里跌就哪里爬起来吧 (自欺欺人的话)
离开我也对你好
我没什么前途
没什么未来
我也不懂要写什么
喝了酒
醉了
连我自己也不懂要怎么办
哭?
躲起来哭吧
哈哈哈
别被人看到哦

Friday 19 January 2018

Things that never stop happening

For 2-3 relation
I felt the same
Think too much and always felt that she doesnt care my feeling
In the end i get moody and get mad
After that im like a idiot person that mess the things up and apologize to her
Such an idiot guy lol ......

Every time argue the same things
Im really get tired with it
Like an idiot looking at the phone to wait the love 1 reply
But in the end im the 1 to approach

If you are busy please inform
Dont let me wait like an idiot

Now im thinking am i not suit to get marry or in a relation?
Should be single guy forever and ever?

And should i let her go
For a better future for her (am i just lying to myself for making me feel better?)
I dont like in this kind of relationship or marriage
I need someone really really care and dont dump me aside like dont even care me and when you need me then you find me
Felt that im been used

The way that i felt and tiredness
I always keep in my heart
I do not want people around me to know it
Tired?
Wanted to cry?
I just only can keep it in my heart ......

Right now i just need a peace and nice view to relax my mind...........

Tuesday 9 January 2018

A clip from FACEBOOK

Today i saw a clip in FACEBOOK its about
"5 THINGS YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT OVERTHINERS"

1. THEY'RE VERY REMORSEFUL WHEN THEY MESS UP
EVEN THE SMALLEST OF THINGS CAN MAKE THEM FEEL EXTREME REMORSE
IF AN OVERTHINKER APOLOGIZES, YOU CAN BET THAT THEY ARETRULY AND GENUINELY SORRY

2. THEY AREN'T AS CRAZY AS THEY MIGHT SEEM
THEY'RE JUST EXTREMELY WORRIED
THEY REPLAY ALL THE POSSIBILITIES IN THEIR HEAD OVER AND OVER LIKE A SLIDESHOW

3. THEY CAN HAVE FUN CONSTANTLY
OVERTHINKERS AREN'T BORING OR A DRAG TO BE AROUND
THEY LOVE GETTING A CHANCE TO LET GO AND HAVE FUN

4. THEY CAN'T MAKE DECISIONS
POSTING A STATUS OR A PICTURE ON SOCIAL MEDIA COULD TAKE HOURS
OVERTHINKERS MEAN WELL, THEY JUST NEED TIME TO MAKE UP THEIR MINDS

5. THEY WANT TO ESCAPE
THEY LOVE SPENDING TIME WITH SOMEONE THEY CAN GET LOST WITH
AND JUST BE THEMSELVERS SO THEY CAN FORGET ABOUT ALL THEIR WORRIES

OVERTHINKERS ARE CONSTANTLY PLAGUED BY AN INNER MONOLOGUE
DESPERATELY TRYING TO PEEL BACK THE LAYERS OF EVERY SITUATION
WE JUST NEED TO BE A LITTLE BIT MORE UNDERSTANDING OF THEM

SHARE THIS IF YOU'RE AN OVERTHINKER
OR SHARE TO A FRIEND WHOM YOU WISH WOULD WORRY A LITTLE LESS


I felt that this clip its so ME......
I would never tell anyone about my situation 
I rather keep it in myself
I rather suffer alone than annoying or disturbing someone around me..........

By the way here is the link for the CLIP