Sunday 31 December 2017

Can it be fair in this world? No!

你自己也会生气,不爽,不开心
难道我不会吗?

i send you a message in the morning
you didnt reply at all
till night 9+ i message you also take time to reply me 
and told me that you are at outside without notice me 
if this situation happen i do on you 
what will you think?
did you ever care about the feeling how it feel?
im not sure 

so i decide to block you for few minutes
you had been upset with it
just a few minutes.......
i had been wait for half day
i didnt even make any noise or complain anything
i rather keep in myself
did you know?
did you know how it feel?
i tell you its feel damn bad when the love did that you

sometimes i dont even write anything in the facebook or wechat moments
cause my colleagues told me before
not anything should write and let people know about it
yeap i learnt that

so i rather keep it for myself
its tired its feel bad man

so should i happy that i have a blog without viewwers?
yes im happy with it
at least this is the place i can write it out my heart feeling 

do you think i felt good to do this to you?
I DONT THINK SO
its dont feel good at all 
its UPSETTING 

Saturday 30 December 2017

No comment ........

如果我们分
我不会怪你
我也不会怪我自己
1-2月 没碰过你
碰到你好像不爽我将
就算心里有别人
也好吧
你好我也好
哈哈哈

suka suka 就信息我
bo suka not even 1 message or reply to me 
so what should i do?

shall we break up 
for your own good as well
better future at least no need together with this kind of LAN TAN (useless person in cantonese)
felt we are different kind of person and different direction

i think i should make more friends 
at least i wont use my spare time and think those non-sense
at least i feel relax abit no need to think that stupid things

Sunday 17 December 2017

Tired with the job

Tired with the life
Work work work
3days fair in Midvalley
🤔🤔🤔 should be 4days

1st day Setup hot and sweating like hell in the exhibition hall without aircond and with those smell and dust
F*ck!!!

2nd day early wake up and rush down and setup and arrange those stupid demos
Almost half a day only done

3rd day slightly relax but need to walk around get competitor info sell through and take photo of the fair

4th day the last day means today
Need to stay back and pack those stuffs and calculate and wait transporter to pick up

Damn lifeless
Get a paid that not even 2k but need to do so much of works

Everyday 1hour break and 1 meal
Nice!? 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

Should i blame the job or should i blame on myself that i dont study hard so i need to work in this kind of environment

I think i should blame myself 😐

Wednesday 13 December 2017

Debt debt debt....

Im gonna KISIAO soon
With debts....
Although the amount is not alot
But every month left nothing

Im wondering how much of pay or salary only enough for me or people to survive on this EARTH
Felt that we born to work work work and pay debts or earn to survive

Everyday work work work 
To pay debts 
Even we sleeping we also are still using money
Eg- Electricity, House loan/rent, Water, Maintenance fees, etc etc
Bla bla bla bla bla bla......
Going to work time also money Petrol, Tolls, Car Parking
After all that kind of payment somemore need to pay Car Loan, Car Servicing, Car Insurance, Car RoadTax
Daily meals money again for a person you can spent the most minimum amount RM10 for a meal what if you have family
Beside that if we have own house
Need to pay House Loan, Maintenance fees, Water bill, Electricity bill, Home appliances
When our parents are getting older and older we need to take care of them money again (This money are should be spent on them cause they brought us up and feed us while we young)
What if getting marry
Spend money again for the Wedding Photo, Wedding Dinner, Bla bla bla bla 10k? 20k? 50k? 100k? enough?
After marry having joy having fun on the bed 😆
Having kids another expenses again food for them, entertainment, daily needs, school, etc etc etc

Even when we died also money
Before die you get sick this and that (to pay medical)
After died ceremony money your RIP lot unit, 5k? 10k? depends on your units (Bungalow, Apartment, Condo)😆

Everything is money
Never ending without money