Saturday 27 July 2019

Tired life

Human being are always selfish and take for granted for everything
We are greedy and want more and more and never satisfied 

But i also noticed that not everyone in this world are this kind of attitude, just example like not everyone are asshole.
Anyhow for sure still got nice people around us 
But the nice people are been used be like, some asshole around them will take for granted or advantage from them.
And they never think how its feel when being useless in this method.
Nice people treat you good, please be grateful cause they never get expectation from you or you.
Sometimes time nice people, they also need some cares from others but others always take advantage on them.
Can you feel it?
If you cant, just get a person around you and try to be nice on them.
If them treat you like an asshole, i think you might feel it in someday.
Nice people sometimes they not get some caring from others but they always care for others even they are down or having some hard feeling.
Did you know?
Did they tell you?
Should they tell you?
Will you comfort them?
I don't think so that you can feel them that they need caring from others, you might feel that he/she goods.
But in their mind or heart do you think they are happy?
Lets put you in their shoes.
I think it might tough for you guys.

To be honest.
If my life can reset or restart.
I rather choose not be exist in this world.
I am really tired with it even i did not gone thru like my parents.
Even i'm just a 26 years old guy.
I really had nothing in my life.
I rather not to be in here if  i had the choice.

The more you care a person that don't really care about you.
Is really tiring.
Sometimes expecting to get some caring but in the end get some hurt.......

Monday 8 July 2019

At last i felt something that.....

Felt hopeless...
Now i felt the feeling that you had gone thru
And i think i had the same feeling that how bad am i and how i had done to you
In life really like roller coaster
Just like up and down
Twist and twist
Make you feel fun but in the same time you might get suffer after if you cant handle it

Now...
At last karma hit on me
Yup i'm a person the easily get emotion and fully of negative mindset
Yup i felt that when you need me and i'm not there for you
Yup i felt that when you're down and you're need my caring but i still kicked you and doesn't care you at all
Yup to be honest now i felt it
Its damn bad the feeling
The more you care and he/she doesn't care...
Felt that the caring is the dumbass

Yup...
Sometimes just hope to have...
A small hug
Abit of caring
Some to talk to
Some to share to
Its make a person feel better even he or she in a hard time
Jealousy it killed me........

Now i feel it
Its karma time
Payback time
I'm truly and sincerely to say that i'm sorry for you guys...