Reason or excuses?

To be honest...
It came too fast
And its not that i dont want
I just feel that too fast.........

Just let us know more on each other
Before getting start
Cause i had been done alot of mistake in my pass few relation
I dont want to made the same mistake and same ending

And suddenly something happened on yesterday
I also had no idea whats going
And i also did not want to ask to much
Just take it easy (i meant myself)
Dont too rush for anything

And this few days i felt damn tired
Even this morning
I drove with eyes almost close
Even i came back from work same things happened
Really tired
I had no idea what happening
Maybe cause of the weather

IN MY MIND RIGHT NOW
IS TAKE IT EASY AND CALM
NOT TO RUSH OR HURRY
CAUSE THINGS THAT YOU RUSH FOR IT
ITS NOT GONNA END WELL
THE FAST YOU START
THE FAST YOU END......
I'M AFRAID
AND I KNOW MY OWN SITUATION
I'M AFRAID
拖泥带水 (DRAG YOU IN TROUBLE)