Hmm
Where should i start 1st?
Should be the good 1st or bad 1st?
Hahaha
Hard to make decision in my life
So lets start with the good side
Cause should be not much to talk on the good side as i know
Do i really know myself very well?
Hmm
Firstly i think i never reject anything that requested from people
Anything they ask me help to do
I definitely will do them a favor
Even not my job i still do it for them
Am i kind or am i too easy to do them a favor
Secondly
Sometimes i really mad on that person
I will still care them help them
Even i had no benefits on them
Maybe because i always endure them
Or i felt lonely in my life and i dont want to lose them
So anything i also will do it for them?
Sometimes i can feel them if someone really treat you bad or dont even care about him/her
I really felt
Cause i know if you get ignored or rejected by someone
The feeling damn bad and down
I am 1 of them?
I think i had nothing much to talk on the good side
My negative power too strong
So fast fast finish the good 1
And lets start the bad 1
Buahahhaa
Firstly
Im a bad temper person
Now i think back how does my ex can together with for 2years+++ almost going to be 3years
Im really salute her
And beside that my mom as well
She knew im a bad temper person but she still can take it and still care me
Thanks mom
Secondly
Im really a control freak on girlfriend
Example like my few ex
When texting on phone
Suddenly they didnt reply me or didnt inform me
I'll easily get mad and argue with them
Not only once is almost countless
Am i a control freak or am i a person that doesnt believing my another be half?
Or at least tell me so will not waiting there like a person that no other things to do
Or im too worry of she or her?
Or im afraid to lose her?
And i think because she is only my world
Sometimes they dont even reply my message
I do some stupid things that every girls cant take it
I will go to the facebook are they online or share anything in the facebook instead that replying me
I felt that im really crazy or mad or even worst than that two "words"
Do girls can take it with this kind of attitude guy?
Even myself will said OF CAUSE NO!
Thirdly
I am a person doesnt have any saving
I have RM1000 on hand and i will spend RM1500
I spend more than my salary
I waste a lot money from FOODS, SPENDING NON SENSE THINGS, GAMBLING and ETC.
A guy that going to be 25years old still doesnt have any saving
If i were a girl or lady do i feel comfort or safe with this kind of guys? NO!
Fourthly
I am not a good investor in relation or anything
Example some of the guys they will chat with a bunch of girls and try which of the girl that easily to get or chase
But im only will invest everything on 1 girl
So i just like a gamble
You win you take
You lose you have left nothing
Cause in my heart will have another thinking is
If you really like a person or love a person
Why cant be loyal at 1 person instead of a bunch of people
Because if i invest so many girls i felt bad for them and i thinking if they do the same thing on me... can i accept it? NO! i cant thats why i dont do that on girls
I only will concentrate on 1 girl only
Fifth
When i have another be half or partner in my life
I will expose all my bad attitude to her
Felt bad for her
Feel that i cheated her before we getting together
Cheated her on that im like easy going person
But actually im not
Sixth
Things that i promise her
And i didnt do it for her
Another cheater and scam guy
Always JANJI KOSONG
I think still got a lot more
Just i cant think anymore in the moment
If i can recall more bad attitude or personality
I will continue it on 2nd article or paragraph
And i felt if the girl can control my bad attitude
I think she is really a SUPERWOMAN
But i think if a girl saw this blog....
I think she will run faraway from me
So i wont expect too much or demand too much
Do i need a pretty or perfect girl in my life? NO
I need a person that really can take it my bad attitude or change my life
EVERY SUCCESSFUL MAN
BEHIND HAVE A WOMAN
WILL I FOUND IT IN SOMEDAY?
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