Its been awhile....

Hey guys......
I had noticed that im not really that good
Might be nothing is perfect in this world

After she left me
Im feel to be glad that she made a correct decision
Cause i felt that im not that good for her
I didnt gave her and surprises or made her touched
I gave her alot of disappointment and hurt or even cry behind me
Things that she wanted and i didnt even make it
When she beside me......i have alot of surprises
To be honest.....you had made a good choice and decide girl

I...
I am a bored bored guy
I am an anti-social guy (60? 70? %)
I am an introvert person
I am a person that like to gamble but i dont owe anyone money
I am a person that does not do any saving for my future
I am a person that did not plan any future for myself
I am a lazy person
I am a guy that always stay at home
I am really a hopeless guy

After the relation break up
I dont really dare to have any girlfriend anymore
Cause i knew that i cant give her happiness only making her suffer
Hurting a person is easy but getting hurt and recover from the hurt is suffering
Im not really a good guy

Who does not want a partner in their life?
Everybody need it
Just felt that im not suit to be in a relationship
Im just a person that making worst and ruining their life
Please get far away from me

"CAUTION"