Hey Guys....
I will write all of those bad habits from me
And be honest in here
So lets start from this.....
Im not a good guy
To be honest....
I had done alot alot of bad and naughty things in my young age....
I still remember when i was young
I steal my grandpa money (mostly is coins that keep it in a steel box and he place it in living room)
From that onward i know to steal and spent alot of unnecessary things
Even i stole from my mom hard earn money from selling sweets and snacks
And i stole quite a huge amount by little and little
Steal it and spent it on those stupid things and items that my sister wanted
Steal and buy her things and i treat my friends as well
Like a rich guy that not earned from myself
Even beside that i also steal my sister's money
Felt that im quite champion
Hahahahahaha
If im not mistaken i stopped stealing money from them when im...... <<< i will tell you in another part hahahaha
Even i still remember i stole money from temple........
I think i will get karma sooner or later
I dig it from the DONATION BOX
F*ck when i think back why i had done this
Damn f*cking funny and badass.............
This is the most most champion things..... I think you guys will never know how much amount of money that i steal when i in primary school to secondary school.... To be honest its 4 Digits amount......
So now we will continue with my secondary school life......
For the 1st year of secondary school
I seldom escape from the school
Because of afraid get caught this and that
I still remember the 1st 1st time i escape from school and went to cybercafe and on that day police officers came to there and catch those students that escape from school
Before the officer came i already left cause we heard somebody telling us that police is coming
So in that moments we just paid our bill to addon time for continue our game
But we had no choice because of afraid get catch so we left the cybercafe
After the next day i heard someone telling us they didnt even catch any students cause the cybercafe owner paid them some coffee money......
In 2nd year of secondary life
The champion had revive.........
The 1st day of schooling
I only attend for 1-3weeks classes
Because of i wanted to be same class with my friends but the teachers caught that im not that class students
So i had to go back to my origin class
Because of this issues everyday i escape from school for 2-3Months
And my parents curios with it
Every each day i reach home and i didnt do any home
So got 1 day they caught me again
And get back to school and study.... lol
3rd year in secondary school i felt that im quite good boy in this year because of PMR
Because its important and im quite good boy on that year and the most like is...... the girl that i like....she is same class with me...hahah.... hip hip horrray but the happy moments never last long....
Sometimes because of her
Everyday i ask my friend to cybercafe
Cause i want to on MSN and chat with her
Chat for few weeks at last i get her phone number
So so so sudden we felt in LOVE but.....
We messaging for each other for few weeks and i asked her some few question
Currently do you have boyfriend? Yes
So i decided not to get closer her because of i should disturb or break somebody relation
Cause to break up with somebody doesnt feel good and its hurt and im the 3rd person so i shouldnt bother them.....
From that onward i seldom talk to her i just wanted fast end the 3rd year of secondary school.....
I think she felt that i dont really wanted to talk with her or even get close to her
Im sorry.....
So begin my 4th year of secondary school
I manage to get in Science class but ........
Cause of my stupid mind and thinking
Cause of friends and i want to mix with them......
From science class i change it to art class..........
And i still remember that i escape school again -.-
Almost half year i didnt attend any class and get warning letter from school and at the end kicked out from school......
So i told my parents that i want to start to work
At the end not even 16years old start to work in a cafe that bsae in Seri Kembangan (Serdang)
At that time i stay in my uncle's house and i didnt pay any rent or anything at all
He bought me food send me here and there
Im quite lucky that i have this kind of relatives
I worked for 1-2 weeks and i called my mom that i want to go back to school
Really lifeless to work as this kind of work and environment
Now i think back....i were still working at there what will happpen to me now......
After that i work almost a month then i request to back to school
At last i success back to study
Oh ya i will continue the topic that i steal money
From the day i work in cafe onward
I felt that money really hard to earn
And from the day onward every each time i went out with parents i would not order those expensive food
I will look the price before i order
And after i official start to work i didnt steal any money anymore
Cause i know to earn from my own...
5th year in secondary school
Another big year for me.... SPM exam.... this time should be fighting for my FUTURE but..... i failed
Same issues had happened
After from school
Go cybercafe
Doing non-sense
But luckily i finished up my secondary school
With a stupid and fail gred......
Any how..... i had a bad gred but at least im willing to work.....
Oh ya in between my 5th year i meet a girl in facebook......
But not really want to say much about it la
If you guys really want to know it.....just comment below......
So schooling life is end......
And i damn f*cking lucky?
I need to go for NS (National Service) in Bau, Sarawak nearby Kuching
When i get the letter..... really speechless and really dont feel to go there....
Cause my girl is here.........
Keep thinking and looking how to avoid to there
But at last.... no idea and no choice.....
I am there.....
But luckily at there nothing much happen and mat few nice local people
Im quite lucky la
Struggling there for 2 and half months
At last im coming home........
On the day that coming home..... everyone is crying
The most poor is the coach/teacher every each batch came in to the camp
And every batch they cried hahaha
Poor them.....
After i came back i started to work and someone introduce me to work in Low Yat and get cheated by the bosses and staffs
Didnt pay my commission and deduct my salary and didnt pay me any EPF
So just make it like 1st lesson lo
What to do....
But the company closed down after few months cause of credits issues and didnt pay money to the distributor
After that i find a new job and work as a PRODUCT CONSULTANT for NOKIA but is under an agency company
But i felt that this is my actual 1st job and quite high pay for my official job
After i joined the company
Just started to work for 1-2weeks and i wanted to resign
But i dont know how i did not resign and i worked there for 2years++++ lol
Cause i have nice and good colleagues and nice bosses
They help me to fight and gain something for me
Thats why i stayed
And somehow unfortunately cause of some problem with the project
Cause my agency wanted to stop the project with them and start another project
In that time the new agency gave us an offer to continue the project with them
In the same time my agency offer us to a new project and might be having a chance to get promoted as a TEAM LEADER
And the nightmare had been start...........
Stupid project Stupid location Stupid strategy
This is what i feel la but for bosses i had no idea what they are thinking
So for the new project been drag and dragging for few months
Cause of the clients issues and doesnt have enough promoter to start the project bla bla bla......
When the project is ready and started.......
I work in there not even 3months......
My project manager came to me and ask me some shitty questions
After few days he called me
And ask me to fire myself
Write a resign letter this and that
So i also left the company and no work for 1month.......
And my ex-dealer told me that his company leak of manpower
So i join there.....
And by the way in the meantime i just started to work in NOKIA and i already breakup with my girl.....
So after i work in the new company i mat a promoter girl......
Knew for each other less than a month then we are together lol
Damn fast but in the meantime breakup also less than a month
I think few weeks......
Not going to mention too much of this things....want to know the comment below la
I work there for 7-9Months
And the lady boss wanted to close down the whole company due to losing profits this and that
And damn stupid way to manage the company of cause close down lo
Never listen to the on floor salesperson
So end up like this
So before they close down the company in the meantime i keep looking and searching for new job
And that time i just apply only
I doesnt care much.... as long big company will do....
I applied for few companies but most of the just viewed and ignore me
Cause i doesnt have high qualification
But im quite lucky that... 1 of a japan company hired me....
Im quite lucky.....
So in the meantime while i still working there i mat a girl through facebook again
We liked each other post this and that
Just knew each other for few days and we are together lol
Felt that im kind of desperate person to get a relation or a girl......
To be honest i dont really know how to continue it......
I worked in this japan company for 2years+++
And i together with her for almost 3years
And we just end up for past few weeks
I felt that i really made something mistake
1. Im a low educated person
2. Im a person that really want face
3. Im a selfish person
4. Im a person that treat friends or family good but not on my girl
5. When she need me....im not there
6. I didnt appreciate what she done for me
7. Im a overthinking person
8. I have alot of secret and keep it in my heart and i never share to someone
9. I had spent alot unnecessary things and gamble alot but i didnt owe anyone money
10. Im almost 25 years old this year and i dont have any saving
11. I am a thief when im young
12. Etc etc etc
I had too much bad things to say about myself
What a epic fail guy............
Im sorry for my broken and weird english
I AM BTC (BO TAK CHEK) 没读书
And i leak alot of things in here
Have too much things to type and say
Want to know more
Just comment.......
And i gently reminder that im not really a good guy....
DONT TREAT ME GOOD
CAUSE I DONT DESERVE IT
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