Im really afraid to talk or find you

已经两个星期了
我只是可以远远的偷看
我不敢再找你聊天
不敢信息你
我怕你觉得我很烦
想追回？还有可能吗？
我发现
我太依赖你
需要你在身边就算不在我身边
觉得你和我在一起，我已经很满意
想挽回？我觉得你都会不想要了吧
其实我真的不知道该怎么做
也许你有比我跟好的条件的男生

其实
这段感情
让我太在乎而失去吧？
如果你是我的
我死死都不让别人

Someone had told me
Try it before gave up
At least you try
At least you wont regret

But i tried for few times
Im afraid you gonna ignore me
Im afraid you felt that im annoying to you
Im afraid you had started a new relation and im still bothering you
Im afraid that im disturbing you
I really had no idea what should i do....
Im cluesless....

Its that ended?
No more hope?
Can you tell me?

Things that you bought

Things that you left in my room

I dont even dare to throw

Cause im afraid i will miss you

Even the photo in my wallet still there....