Thursday, 8 March 2018

Things happened to sudden!?

I dont know what to say
Or should i say or not

She wechat me and said that she miss me......
And she recall the message
Actually do she really want to get it back this relation or she need someone by her side?
But even she said that she miss me
I try to chill and calm down
Cause i easily want back the relation
Cause i dont want to be the 1st person to say it out
Before we break up i tried to solve the problem
And i begged you not to break up this and that
But..... you said no means no
And now suddenly you appear and said that you miss me
If you really want it back this relation
I could accept it back but i would not voice it out 1st
If you want it then you fight for it
And to be honest i knew some of the things hapened after we break up
But i tried to cheat and bluff myself cause of you
You might be dont know it or you cant feel it
Just that im lying myself not to know or try to cover your backside
Cause it makes me feel better but in reality and in my heart not really

Do you think i will question you some thing?
Sometimes i dont really want to know it cause im afraid to know it and i dont expect to get the answer that disappointing me

IF YOU WANT IT BACK 
YOU FIGHT IT 
CAUSE BEFORE THIS I HAD DONE MY PART
THIS IS YOUR PART AND YOUR SHOW 

But i knew you are person that made a decision and will not turn back
But this time you might be back to me
I also had no idea 
Always keep thinking that you will be back in someday 
But actually im just give myself a fake hope? or i cant accept the reality?

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