I shouldnt

Ahhh
Im jealous what people have it
But i shouldnt jealous on it
Cause they didnt work hard for it
Its people giving pr present to him or her
Its like waiting people to give you something
Maybe i dont have it so i said in this way
lol xD
By the way
If i earn by myself and buy it by myself
I felt im growing up and im independent
Im adult
No more dadi mami boy
But sometimes i also need them

I have my own target but i dont know how to start with it
I dont know what to do
Kinda stuck in here
Rich?
Everyone to be rich
But i dont know and how to be rich
Any idea guys?