I'm UseLeSs N wEaK GuY

I felt that im quite useless and so damn weak
Sick and pain here and there all the time
Im only 20years old
But the health like an old man
Wtf!?
Or i dont know how to take care by myself
Or what!?
Noob me!!!!

灵感

拜托
不要每次当我要睡觉时
灵感才来
每次弄到我睡不着
第二天头痛又不够睡
很累很辛苦
灵感你这样对待我
我会死的快裂 :(
请您来的时间是对的好吗
我的空的时候才来好吗
谢谢您的合作 xD

sPeecHLesS

Guys
Its that the 1st love memories you never can forget it?
The sweetness
The angryness
The sadness
The worries
The arguing

We brokeup almost 10months
But i dont know why sometimes i still gone to her profile and view her status or last update
But we didnt even contact each other
Its that i never let go her or i just need a accompany?
Although i knew how she treat me
But i felt that i never care how she treat me
Most to most i just make noise and argue thats all

Sometimes just a girl can make my mood down
Its that worth it or not
But i feel that im kinda selfish guy
I cant even control myself
I also dont what to do
Why im always think too much and at last get nothing

I shouldnt

Ahhh
Im jealous what people have it
But i shouldnt jealous on it
Cause they didnt work hard for it
Its people giving pr present to him or her
Its like waiting people to give you something
Maybe i dont have it so i said in this way
lol xD
By the way
If i earn by myself and buy it by myself
I felt im growing up and im independent
Im adult
No more dadi mami boy
But sometimes i also need them

I have my own target but i dont know how to start with it
I dont know what to do
Kinda stuck in here
Rich?
Everyone to be rich
But i dont know and how to be rich
Any idea guys?

Lif3 <3

My parents in relationship while young age
Then have fun in room
Pregnant
Then marry
Then give birth me and my sister
Then they watching us and grownup day by day
We kindergarden then primary school then secondary school then uni or college
After we came out and start working and build a career
And its our turn to find our new partner that going to build our own little small family
Work and work at last fall in love
Then sweet sweet love and argue argue
Then we having fun in room
Then she pregnant
Then we marry
Then we have our own child
And our parents day by day they getting older and older
And our children also growning
And we are getting older and older
This is call life
lol

Im FaiLur3

Actually im born to be what?
I dont have anything
No stable career
No better income
No cert
No qualification
No planning
No bright future
No etc etc

Why im so weak and why im such a failure
Why im so useless

Want this want that but at last i dontget anything
Dont know im not do for it or i dont have that kind of luck
Or what?

Why im so selfish
Never think others
What to do
Who can guide my road
I really failed
I cant stuck in here and pull my handbrake
Please my lucky star or my angel
I really need help INDEED!